Ever since I was a child, there seems something different in me. Maybe the influence came from my grandmother from my fatherside. But I was always close to all matriach side of my family. Maybe because I am beastfed and close to my mother. The earliest memory from my grandmoher was kinda vey memorable. She usuallly called ebron and her family tree was from the north and has a very powerful personality maybe because she was also the eldest in their big siblings of 9. She was fond of me because maybe I am the eldest from his eldest son which makes me the eldest grandson in the family. I was told I was born short in months therefore I was quite small that I need to be place under the sun in a bilao in the early mornings. that serve that time as my incubator. She usually caress my legs and was told to have a very beautifully shapped legs During that time having a priest in the family is honorable. My unce who was her siblings was a parish priest in Ramos Tarlac and my unce went to San Carlos seminary but ends up getting married. I was annointed by her for my generations and so it haunted me for a long time. Having a bad experience with my uncle and my lolo, it didnt go very well for me and my experience. they were not very good example so it didnt give me the otivation that I need to pursue that vocation. lthought the journey made me very cloase to God, the doubt to be a successfull priest was very strong since genetcs played a big role in my decsion. When I was very yound I was very introvert which made me talk or communicate to mostly myself and spiritualy to God. Moving around in my early life created a world where being with no friends is the norm. I was regularly bullied upon because I transfer from new schools to another. I daydream a lot so bibble stories are very interesting and relion became my favorite subject. Most of my favorite people are nuns and priest from school and I am continoustly, advised to enter the seminary to be a priest but because like I said I am surrounded by a family of not so encouraging priest, I doubt of pursuing the vocation. I grew up finishing in an all boys high school and the closest female to me is my mother. I finished high school not having an intimate relationship on the opposite sex though I did had a girlfriend because I encountered a girl who was very vocal and forwarding who have initiated the conversation and ask me to be her boyfriend. I consider myself a good looking boy based on what other females older than me tell me about my looks. Although I am very introvert, I am a good conversationalist and quite often girls become vocal in approaching me about by physical attributes.